November ; sad month.

November.

Past  : Where all things get started, all the memories created
Now : Sorrow month. Need to forget everything. Start all over again. :'(

Im sad, and the one who beside me just cant help me and i hurt his feeling, dumb ass.
I just cant explain the thing, and im torn. Help me!

To my ex's, i found nice phrases and i give it to you :

1- The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love,
     Love someone else. :'(
2- Thanks for walking away from me
     Its giving me another chance to meet someone who better than you. :')

To myself, i found right phrases for me :

1- When people walk away from from you, Let them go...
     Your destiny is never tied with anyone who leaves you,
     And it doesn't mean that they are bad people,
     " It just mean that their part in your story is over "
2- Someday, all will make perfect sense,
    So for now, laugh for the confusion,
    Smile through the tears,
    And keep reminding everything happens for a reason.
3- Stay strong BEAUTIFUL,
    Because thing will get better,
    It might be stormy now,
    But it cant rain forever. <3

And song for me, NOVEMBER RAIN. (sing a long)


When i look into your eyes,
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when i hold you,
Don't you know i feel the same,
'Cause nothin; lasts forever,
And we both know hearts can change.
And its hard to hold a candle,
In the cold November rain,
We've been through this such a long long time,
Just tryin' to kill the pain,
But lovers always come and lovers always go,
And no one's really sure who's lettin' go today,
Walking away.
If we could take the time to lav it on the line,
I could rest my head,
Just knowin' that you were mine,
All mine,
So if you want to love me,
Then darlin' dont refrain,
Or i'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain.
Do you need some time... On your own,
Do you need some time... All alone,
Everybody need some time... On their own,
Don't you know you need some time.. All alone,
I know it's hard to keep an open heart,
When even friends seem put to harm you,
But if you could heal a broken heart,
Wouldn't time be out to charm you.
Sometimes I need some time... On my own,
Own sometimes i need some time.. All alone,
Everybody needs some time... On their own,
Dont you know you need some time... All alone.
And when your fears subside,
And shadows still remain, ohhh yeahhh,
I know that you can love me,
When there's no one to blame,
So never mind the darkness,
We still can find a way,
'Cause nothin' last forever,
Even cold November rain.
Dont ya think that you need somebody,
Dont ya think that you need someone,
Everybody needs somebody,
You're not the only one,
You're not the only one.